… and the drama never ends.

why is it that when i am at my happiest point in life, there always something/someone who comes barging in and ruins it. im sick and tired of drama in my life.. i thought i left all that shit in high school, but no, dumb bitches always trying to pull my back. i dont need this shit.. im over it. i always thought that once we’re out of high school, we would grow up and be adults, but no. some dumbass people dont wanna let go of the drama. i guess it puts a little spice in their life.. personally, i just think its pathetic. are their lives that uneventful and meaningless that to be entertained, they have to hate girls who are better off than they are? doing anything and everything to get what you want may have worked for you in the past, but its not gonna last forever. people are gonna see past all that nasty make up and hairspray and see that you’re really just a pathetic little fake bitch that creates drama in order to get the attention you want. but honey, im not playing that game anymore. im better than that.

i wish everyday could be like a relaxing day on the beach.. that would be the most perfect life…

i wish everyday could be like a relaxing day on the beach.. that would be the most perfect life…

You make me feel like my smile doesn’t fit on my face anymore.<3 (via phildh)

make me whole again..

i should be happy. actually i am happy now that you’re gone. i’ve moved on and gotten new friends. and yet somehow i still feel an emptiness inside. i dont know what it is, but i dont like it one bit. im enjoying life, i have good GREAT friends, i’ve even been dating here and there. but there is still that empty feeling.

idk i guess theres just alot on my mind lately.. havent had much time to stop and sort everything that’s jumbled up in there.. its like im on a train full speed ahead, never looking back.. never trying to look back, because whats in the past are empty memories, which should always remain in the past.. right?